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The Earthquake

I was on campus.

You see, I’ve been freelancing at my old job from college since we moved to Maryland two and a half weeks ago. So, when the earthquake hit, I was sitting alone in an office on the top floor of Bunting Hall at Washington College in Chestertown, Maryland.

In college, it was not uncommon to hear testing at Aberdeen Proving Ground, which is located across the Chesapeake Bay. My first thought, as the shaking started, was that it must be something over there. As it got worse, I was worried that the construction in front of the building had gone horribly wrong. Only near the end of the earthquake, as the bookcase in the corner rattled and the plastic of the copier down the hall creaked did I think, “This is an earthquake,” and move to the doorway of the office.

Reports say the earthquake was only twenty seconds. It felt much longer.

Other confused faces poked their faces into the hall from their doorways. We looked at each other in bewilderment. The consensus seemed to be to go outside, so I followed. I tried to text Dan, but it didn’t go through right away. Eventually he got back to me and said, “You had a tremor too?” It turned out that 50 miles away, he’d been evacuated from his building as well.

Thankfully, it was a beautiful day to stand outside for 45 minutes. The College decided to send nonessential staff home. I listened to CNN and other news stations on satellite radio as I drove an hour back to our apartment and tried to wrap my head around what happened.

I still don’t think I completely understand.

Now it’s time to prepare for a hurricane. These things seem so alien to write about as a Pennsylvanian/Marylander.

Moving.

We have an apartment.

The past few weeks have been busy. Sort of. I’ve been freaking out because I don’t have a job up here, and I don’t have a job down there… I’m looking for jobs down there and applying. I have a solid date for when I’m moving—August 8.

I guess I’ll no longer be a small town girl. I’ll be more of a suburban girl. Although I guess we can still count Elkton as a small town.

It’s not Lebanon though.

It’s bittersweet, really. I’ve wanted to move out for awhile, but I didn’t expect to move two hours away and out of this state. I’m hopeful that eventually Dan can find a career up here so I can be closer to my family. I’m going to miss them so much. It’s nice to be able to drop in on my grandmother because she’s been a huge part of my life since I was little. My cousins randomly ask me to house sit or dog sit or babysit. As weird as some people think it is, my Mom is one of my best friends.

While I’m excited to live with Dan, I’m also worried about finances and the eventual resentment that may build up if I don’t find a job. I’m concerned about living in another state, even if it’s only for a year, because I’m attached to PA. I have a lot of 717 pride. I’m getting nervous, I guess.

It’s probably to be expected.

Changes in my small world…

Things are starting to change. I finished up all the semesters of OATCERT. I have two semesters left to earn a master’s degree, but I’m holding off until after I get a job. Job searching is frustrating and kind of frightening. It’s been especially daunting because… I’m moving.

Dan and I have decided to look at places together, and we are currently waiting to hear back on what could very well be our first place. I’m anxious! It’s such an exciting concept, and he’s being kind enough to let me move in with him without contributing a lot monetarily because I am quite determined to find a job down there. Where could I get a job for just a month and a half up here until we move? So, to earn my keep, I’m brushing up on my cooking skills during this spell of unemployment.

Last week, I made mini quiche with green peppers, ham and onion (western omelette style). The leftover ingredients from that culinary adventure were sitting in my fridge unused, and Dan was up for the weekend so I needed to impress him. I whipped up a frittata with the aforementioned ingredients and a fluffy sour cream, milk and egg mixture. Forty minutes later, we had a delicious brunch! We had the leftovers this morning with some fried potatoes.

I sprinkled Old Bay on my fried potatoes, which reminds me of where we might be moving. I may be returning to the Eastern Shore! Granted, it will be north of the Washington College region, and it’s more at the tippy top of the Bay. I really hope it works out.

Oi with the Poodles Already

I wrote this in 2007 for The Collegian. It was published shortly before I (and Rory) graduated and GG ended. It’s funny how I didn’t actually end up pursuing the MA in teaching then, but came back to it three years later (at a different school that offered me significant financial aid and online courses). I’m thankful for how things worked out for me, but sometimes I still find myself wondering what happened to Rory.

The month of May marks the end of an era; not only am I graduating from this wonderful institution (god-willing), but my BFF, Rory Gilmore will also be graduating from Yale and possibly leaving the airwaves of CW forever.  I’ve come to terms with the fact that there may not be an eighth season of The Gilmore Girls; besides, next year, just like Rory, I’m supposed to be a grown up with a job and some sort of future.  I know she’s been interviewing at all sorts of newspapers across the country, and I’m very excited for her.  I probably won’t be able to afford cable, so I will rely on my set of Gilmore DVDs to sustain me while I do homework as I work toward a master of arts in teaching (again, god-willing) and wonder why I chose to attempt certification to teach high school English before realizing that I’m not a fictional character who attended an Ivy League University.  Deep breath.  If Rory can graduate, I can, too.  After all, she’s a communications major but I’ve not seen her take one journalism class.  Sure, she writes for and served as editor of The Yale Daily News, and she had that internship, but I’ve only seen her in a few classes over the years, and none of them taught her how to write a good lead or get a decent job.  And why isn’t she going to graduate school?  She has enough money.  They could easily stretch out this show as long as 7th Heaven without all the stupid plot twists if they put Rory in a graduate program at Yale.

I know Rory has a bright future, whether it play out on The CW or in the fan fiction that probably exists all over the internet.   more »

Last Year

Every year has ups and downs, but 2010 was a bipolar year indeed. The emotions were extreme, and the austerity was only intensified by the stress of taking graduate courses online. By the end of December, I felt numb. It was only fitting that over Christmas break—a time free of sub calls—I got wretched cramps and laid on the sofa pondering the meaning of life.

But December isn’t the summary of 2010 by any means. It’s merely the bitter, cold ending to a tumultuous year. Honestly, I don’t feel as though the year started until May. The first few months involved settling into the routine that I embraced when possible: school work, substitute teaching, time with Dan. We managed to go to Shamrock Fest in March, the event that we honor with bringing us together in 2009, but we left early due to the torrential rains that had us completely soaked. But in May, I was running around like a headless chicken on crack.

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